Title says it
1. Stop fucking saying, Shepard spawned me in shit, I've had to say this a million times. you all cry and say its true, at this point you WANT it to be a reality, he doesn't spawn me anything because he doesn't wanna get shit on for it, but regardless he does.
2. I don't care how many times you failed lord or Darth trials, I failed my lord trials twice so what? Your failures and inability to complete shit have nothing to do with me, Shepard didn't promote me, I did my trials like EVERYONE ELSE AS WELL AS FOLLOWED ALL THE RULES. SO QUIT CRYING AND COMPLAINING THANKS.
3. "Max level in a week" Still not max level btw, almost but not. Also, its been 4 weeks thanks not one get your facts straight
4. Shes called us the N word a million times in TS and game. Nah more like I said the N-word once in the game EVER in text chat, which btw anyone who says I said it any other time in the game is lying and has no proof. It's funny how many people don't have proof of any of their claims. In TS you guys claim MY FIRST EXPERIENCE WAS HER SAYING THE N WORD, I can tell you that I definitely have not called that many people the N-word and you're just making up shit to add flames to the fire. The only time I say the N-word is joking matter privately, I don't go tell Ben "go back to your nigger mother" or anything like that.
5. Stop claiming everything's my fault, anytime anything has gone wrong all of you instantly resort to ITS HER FAULT. You claim im the center of problems, yet you're the people who make me the center of them, without reason. All of you overreact and try and blame me for shit I have no power over.
6. Going off my last point, I don't make the fucking staff rules. I'm, not the one enforcing them and it's not my fault staff shit doesn't go your way. I didn't tell Shepard to go ban Tupac, I didn't tell Dwayne to slay people, I didn't tell miles to do whatever the frick he was doing. I'm not like some sort of fucking mob boss who runs the server, you guys act like I have unlimited power in which I don't. It's not my fault people make rules in staff meeting IM NOT APART OF, its not my fault anything staff whys don't go your way, you can claim it is all I want and blame Shepard all you want but in reality, you're just making up an excuse to cry and complain.
7. Quit blowing shit out of context and out of proportion. Almost anytime, I do something wrong or simply AM ACCUSED of doing something wrong it always gets blown out of proportion. I get an artifact fast? OH NO, IT WAS DEFINITELY SPAWNED IN IM NOT GOING TO THINK OF ANY OTHER WAYS SHE COULD HAVE RECEIVED IT. not only that but me having ONE artifact turns into, OMG SHEPARD SPAWNING CAITLYN 2 ARTIFACTS. Which btw people actually say that. The point is people make up shit, and then once they make it up they make it worse than the thing they already made up. Quit lying to yourself, quit blaming everything on someone who literally can't do anything about it.
8. QUIT BLAMING SHEPARD, Not only do you blame the fuck out of me you blame Shepard. Shepard wasn't the one dealing with the staff shit that went down, the head honcho in charge of that was MILES whos btw also a fucking owner. Maybe not the ultimate owner but im sure he can handle shit on his own, he's done it many times. Shepard wasn't the one who GAVE ME THE CC, arsenic did but what do you do? blame him and say he gave it to me for free. Anzati handed me down Emperor, what do you do? Blame him. Cause passed my master trials after almost making me cry? fucking blame Shepard. I didn't fail enough fucking lord trials BLAME him not the person who apparently is supposed to make me fail 8 times, because that's a thing on an SWRP server. Like honestly how the fuck do you fail your Darth trials 8 times? how the hell is that my fault when I wasn't even in the server then.
9. You can say I'm lying or say OH BUT ITS TRUE, but in reality, you don't have proof for most of the shit you claim is true.
10. Honestly, you guys seem to want to believe Shepard spawns my shit so badly. Its actually kinda fucked how much shit Shepard gets when he doesn't do anything nearly as bad as what you claim.
11. "Shit empress exiling everyone" I'm sorry but if you're openly plotting an Overthrow then that's all the reason for me to exile or PK you. the number of people I did it to was well justified showing that 25ish people tried to OT. \
12. Time to be toxic, but like are you guys just jealous? Like I'm not gonna fucking lie I have special perms on TS or my own channel and 1 tag, and yes I have like 3 models on my CC which btw don't really affect you in any way other than OH IM FUCKING JEALOUS AND WANNA CRY BECAUSE of THIS WORLD ISNT 100% equal. Faerie said this before if Shepard wants to give me the special treatment I really don't get what's wrong with it especially when its all been cosmetic and out of the game. Yall can keyboard warrior your 100page essay response, but in reality, none of you will actually be able to substantiate your 90% of claims. did you know 70% of statistics are made up on the spot? (can't wait till someone says BUT CAITLYN U MADE THAT UP r/woosh)
13. As upset, or toxic as this post may sound, you're not wrong. I am fucking upset and I am getting a little toxic now. I've tried to be nice, and I've tried to calmly tell you that this is some bullshit and it's getting annoying. I'm not going to lie I will be honest, I'm not a fucking angel its not like I haven't broken the rules before. It's not like I haven't rdmd someone. It's not like I haven't said the N word before. And yes I cried and complained about a BHOP warn, which honestly was stupid. Yes I've cried to Shepard about people being toxic to me, yes I've cried to other staff about being toxic. But honestly, everyone makes SOME Mistakes, any mistake I WANT becomes something much bigger then it actually is. Honestly, I don't even see a problem with complaining about people being toxic to me, because if anything in this post is true its the fact that people are TOXIC as fuck towards me. The fact that everyday people gotta call me a "bitch, hoe, nigger, whore, gold digger, snake" all that shit. Reason for calling me it? maybe because I betrayed moxxi after saying he was gonna OT me? Maybe cause some people have gotten in trouble for making up rumors and being dicks to me? Maybe but I'm not the one enforcing the rule I'm the one complaining, and I will continue to complain and be upset if people are going to continue to call me that shit. "OH BUT ITS THE INTERNET" if its the fucking internet then stop crying about Shepard being nice to his girlfriend thanks.
Yall can blame me for everything, but there's only so much you can ACTUALLY blame me for. We are all fucking humans and regardless if anyone been more toxic on either side it's definitely the side complaining about me. try and be civil get your facts straight, and don't call people an n-word out of spite. I've written a lot of shit, I may have made a few mistakes in this post, I can't wait to see all the people who blow it out of proportion. If people can rant make huge posts about me blaming me for all their problems, then surely I can make a post trying to defend myself. Regardless of however many people roast or complain about this post, and however many people hate me in this server, and however many people are going to band together to complain I know one thing. At the end of the day, we are all still faggots who play star wars rp.
EDIT Sorry for any grammar mistakes I don't have the time to edit all of this, I tried to fix the obvious mistakes.
