Caitlyn
Member
goodbye
you win
Some notes Id like to make.
Cause - I'm sorry for my insult I made towards you, as well as my poor apology. I know you don't really care as in the insult didn't hurt your feelings, but I do know the Intent of my words was the disturbing part. I was mad and upset, you were my favorite superadmin and I'm sorry I had to do you like that. You tried to be a good friend to me and I know you were also a supporting friend to Shepard.
Charger - Idk what exactly you think about me, but I really really appreciate the neutrality and the attempt to understand all sides. Even though I ignored your advice I still appreciated it a lot. You are always there to give input and always willing to help me out regardless of what other people have said about me.
Croc - You made the server fun, you never interjected yourself into drama and always just made the server fun for me and all the players even during this time of absolute shit stormery.
Whiskey - Id like to apologize for any time I may have been rude to you. I also apologize for calling you biased. It's hard for me to really keep a positive mindset when you are in a place where you believe everyone hates you.
Anzati - I'm sorry for backstabbing you when I was emperor, also sorry for any time I've ever been insulting towards you. Im glad you're trying to improve your image, its something that takes a lot of effort and time, I hope all goes well.
Hodor - you're my favorite player in the server.
Id like to apologize to those I've let down. I know some of you (not many of you) did at one point respect me and or like me a lot. I know some of you even looked up to me at one point. I know I threw my reputation down the drain the moment I exploded and I know that some of you would have expected better from me. Although at this point I don't have the energy to continue this, I personally cannot continue this war between myself the many in this community who dislike me or even hate me. I don't have the energy to continue to try and defend myself on a daily. I can't continue to try and dig out of this hole I've created for myself. I don't have the time or feelings left in me to continue to try and explain myself.
There is one person I would like to apologize to the most. Spencer, regardless if this is my fault or not. I have unfortunately caused a negative effect on the community and negatively affected your reputation. Its obvious people think differently of you now than before. Im sorry for actions I've done that have affected your reputation and your community. I know this is your community and your source of income, even if we both believe that this shouldn't have happened and that people are wrong. it doesn't change the fact that me being here has been negative to you and the community. You have been one of the only people to stand up for me, one of the only people that has believed in me, even if people gave you shit for it you still did what you believed was right. I believe that out of everyone I owe you an apology the most.
I do wanna say, I never threatend the superadmins ranks and I never told vethar I would get his apps denied.
Best wishes, Caitlyn
you win
Some notes Id like to make.
Cause - I'm sorry for my insult I made towards you, as well as my poor apology. I know you don't really care as in the insult didn't hurt your feelings, but I do know the Intent of my words was the disturbing part. I was mad and upset, you were my favorite superadmin and I'm sorry I had to do you like that. You tried to be a good friend to me and I know you were also a supporting friend to Shepard.
Charger - Idk what exactly you think about me, but I really really appreciate the neutrality and the attempt to understand all sides. Even though I ignored your advice I still appreciated it a lot. You are always there to give input and always willing to help me out regardless of what other people have said about me.
Croc - You made the server fun, you never interjected yourself into drama and always just made the server fun for me and all the players even during this time of absolute shit stormery.
Whiskey - Id like to apologize for any time I may have been rude to you. I also apologize for calling you biased. It's hard for me to really keep a positive mindset when you are in a place where you believe everyone hates you.
Anzati - I'm sorry for backstabbing you when I was emperor, also sorry for any time I've ever been insulting towards you. Im glad you're trying to improve your image, its something that takes a lot of effort and time, I hope all goes well.
Hodor - you're my favorite player in the server.
Id like to apologize to those I've let down. I know some of you (not many of you) did at one point respect me and or like me a lot. I know some of you even looked up to me at one point. I know I threw my reputation down the drain the moment I exploded and I know that some of you would have expected better from me. Although at this point I don't have the energy to continue this, I personally cannot continue this war between myself the many in this community who dislike me or even hate me. I don't have the energy to continue to try and defend myself on a daily. I can't continue to try and dig out of this hole I've created for myself. I don't have the time or feelings left in me to continue to try and explain myself.
There is one person I would like to apologize to the most. Spencer, regardless if this is my fault or not. I have unfortunately caused a negative effect on the community and negatively affected your reputation. Its obvious people think differently of you now than before. Im sorry for actions I've done that have affected your reputation and your community. I know this is your community and your source of income, even if we both believe that this shouldn't have happened and that people are wrong. it doesn't change the fact that me being here has been negative to you and the community. You have been one of the only people to stand up for me, one of the only people that has believed in me, even if people gave you shit for it you still did what you believed was right. I believe that out of everyone I owe you an apology the most.
I do wanna say, I never threatend the superadmins ranks and I never told vethar I would get his apps denied.
Best wishes, Caitlyn
