Good Ole' Rocky
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Now, what is likely the start to a lot of reading and a lot of contemplation, maybe toxicity, explanations, explanations, etc. Would be my hello, I am Rocky. Most of you know me, some of you do not. Now, I am making this post, to clear my head. To expose my thoughts, to explain my 'manipulation', my aggression, my retaliation and to really explain my ethics for the past several years of my existence on this server. However to do all of that in a post like this, I will start from the beginning.
Around 3 years ago, maybe longer than that I have horrible management of time, I joined the server for the first time. After recently leaving Icefuse as a XO of a battalion, I wanted something new. Something the aspired for my new acclamation to the Star Wars genre, but wasn't something that was based off a plentiful military. So I found Sith-Rp, experimented on a few servers, explored until I found Reborn. I came onto the server as a 13 year old, much younger than people thought I was, trying to aspire to get a spot among'st a group of people just like before and start anew. The first people I saw in my existence, was Cause, Dwayne, Moxxi and Miles. Those, are atleast the names I know of today. There was plenty more faces, plenty more people that I experienced but they didn't last like a key few. Dwayne and Miles, I never had greeted until a long time later. However Moxxi and Cause, I had plenty of experience with. My first experiences were with Cause, he was my master as a Lord. As we joined together all the way back then, I trained with him, fought with him, honestly grew with him. Because during this time, I was my younger, mingy self. The one that broke rules, got away with it, continued my day like nothing then continued the next. One of the earliest experiences I ever had that is ingrained in my memory, is when Cause was a Darth and I was a Lord. What happened, was during a raid on the Jedi, Cause and I decided it was time for some casual conversation. People dying around us, fighting and carrying on and here was me and Cause talking to a Jedi Council member with a Ahsoka Tano skin. Shortly after, Moxxi found us talking to this person. And next thing me and Cause knew, we were exiled from the Sith for not attacking Jedi. We panicked, scattering ourselves to Endor at the time and hiding on a cliff. Both our adrenalines going, having a terrifying experience for this was a punishment that neither of us were prepared for. We made a plan, that if Moxxi showed up, we evacuated to the warppad, (Which at the time was a / command), Moxxi did eventually find us. By himself, he jumped at us quickly and silently. And as soon as I saw him, I jumped to escape and warped to Tython with zero hesitation. Cause, was left behind. I was on Tython, panicking further about leaving my friend, frantically messaging him to see if he was okay. I didn't get replies, then next thing I know Moxxi and Cause by his side showed up once more on Tython. And staring me, a exiled Lord in the face. Moxxi explained to me that he was going to unexile us, that we were not going to talk to Jedi anymore and follow orders. We both complied, then continued on with our day as unexiled Sith. (Trust me, Cause had a lot to say with me after that.) Eventually Cause got Council, it was amazing to see what my friend was capable of now with a special rank with special rules. This was the first time in the server that I actually wanted something, however I was not going to get it for a long time.
Skipping forward a bit, I was advancing as a Darth of my caliber. For only being around for about a month, I was capable of beating most of my fellow duelists, even going on to impress others with my combat skill. While Cause was Council, he had a special trial for his Darth Rec. It was for me, to go to Tattoine (EE Home Planet at this time), Beat Arcann one on one, which was the best duelist in the EE, then survive on Planet while a army of 10 Skytroopers, EE knights and Council Members, hunted me down with no mercy for ten minutes before returning. The point of this trial, was to have me lose. Then receive the rec later after I grieve over the loss back to Cause. However, I passed. I was the only person to ever pass Cause's Darth-Rec trial which I still remember to this day. Later, I became a Darth.
Some time later, after being a Darth I decided to expand into IG. Or rather EG at the time. I did phenomenally, people liked me, I killed anyone that didn't follow the rules and commanded my fellow EG as a PVT and acted like a officer. I was promoted quickly again and again, until eventually I ended up as the second in command. However, soon the Council member ended up disappearing. And low and behold, the first time I had spoken to Moxxi in a very long time, I was called to the DC chambers. And there I was, heart thumping as I was in the DC chambers for the first time. I went in as a Darth, I came out as the Imperial General. Newly appointed Dark Council, leader of the Emperor's Guard. Here and again, I was demoted, promoted, demoted, promoted but always to the same rank. The reason was, back in the day, EG was the hardest Org to run. (Not surprising as it hasn't changed to this day). So the people who were put in charge after my demotions, just ended up getting replaced, killed or quit and I came right back up to power. However, I got tired of EG. And I aspired for something larger, the Emperor. This was the first time and the last time I would ever Overthrow just because I wanted power. I was found out quickly, thrown to the side, exiled then removed. Next thing I know, I was in the EE.
After losing my Overthrow, becoming a EE and having a new region to expand, I had learned quite a bit from my mistakes and failures. That I was good at one thing, combat. I killed again and again, defeating anybody and everybody that challenged me. And this wasn't me blowing up my bubble, or tooting my own horn. I actually did defeat everyone who challenged me in the EE, Jedi and Sith that decided to attack or duel me. Next thing you know, I was made into Vaylin. And now with extra health, a force-master saber and my own dueling skills, I continued to advance in my field. Raiding Tython and Korriban and gathering 140+ kills a day. I was immortal, invulnerable and I loved it. I was promoted to Thexan, then Arcann. After that, I was seen as the right hand man for many Emperors. However, one day I experienced my first Overthrow in person. Chaos on Tatooine, EE fighting among'st each other with the Sith flying in to cause chaos and kill even more EE and help the Ot'er. We lost, I was demoted to Vaylin. And low and behold Spectre appeared for the first time. He was a grand Emperor of the EE, actually rising numbers and making it prosperous. The problem was with Spectre, was that he was a puppet emperor for Moxxi. Who was Sith Emperor still, even after all this time.
Later, Spectre lost Emperor to Overseer. Some of you may recognize that name well, most of you will not. And that, was where I was promoted back to Arcann and became his best friend in the EE. Promised Emperor for the first time, I was betrayed for the first time in my entire history in the server. He decided to hand it back down to Spectre, despite promising me the rank. And the cycle continued, me being royal family, serving a Emperor, being promised the rank from time to time, denied once more.
At this point, it was the beginning of 3.0. For the first time people everywhere experienced Items and skill-levels. And people fought over who would get the maul-sabers first. Since they were the only obtainable double-bladed saber out there. At this point, I was still a god-like duelist, however without the mechanics of 2.0 by my back, my combat took a sizable hit. I was no longer immortal, I could be killed if I was not careful. Although, I eventually got my double-lightsaber and still dominated the battlefield. And to skip a bit forward, I was Arcann. Underneath a Emperor that some of you might know well. Tombstone. He was one of my closest friends, and we worked wonders in the EE together. Unfortunately, he devised a plan to get rid of himself as Emperor. But do it to where somebody he didn't like got it. It was where I overthrow'd, killed him while he was 'AFK' in a corner. Then I got Emperor. I lasted as a day as Valk, before I felt extremely bad for what I had done. I went to Cause and Crack, my two best friends in the server at that time. I appealed to them as we played a game together, exposing what I had done and why I did it to truly defend myself and to not feel bad about what I did. I was banned for 5 days out of protocol, and Gravestone was permanently banned. It broke my heart, I despised what I had done.
Around 3 years ago, maybe longer than that I have horrible management of time, I joined the server for the first time. After recently leaving Icefuse as a XO of a battalion, I wanted something new. Something the aspired for my new acclamation to the Star Wars genre, but wasn't something that was based off a plentiful military. So I found Sith-Rp, experimented on a few servers, explored until I found Reborn. I came onto the server as a 13 year old, much younger than people thought I was, trying to aspire to get a spot among'st a group of people just like before and start anew. The first people I saw in my existence, was Cause, Dwayne, Moxxi and Miles. Those, are atleast the names I know of today. There was plenty more faces, plenty more people that I experienced but they didn't last like a key few. Dwayne and Miles, I never had greeted until a long time later. However Moxxi and Cause, I had plenty of experience with. My first experiences were with Cause, he was my master as a Lord. As we joined together all the way back then, I trained with him, fought with him, honestly grew with him. Because during this time, I was my younger, mingy self. The one that broke rules, got away with it, continued my day like nothing then continued the next. One of the earliest experiences I ever had that is ingrained in my memory, is when Cause was a Darth and I was a Lord. What happened, was during a raid on the Jedi, Cause and I decided it was time for some casual conversation. People dying around us, fighting and carrying on and here was me and Cause talking to a Jedi Council member with a Ahsoka Tano skin. Shortly after, Moxxi found us talking to this person. And next thing me and Cause knew, we were exiled from the Sith for not attacking Jedi. We panicked, scattering ourselves to Endor at the time and hiding on a cliff. Both our adrenalines going, having a terrifying experience for this was a punishment that neither of us were prepared for. We made a plan, that if Moxxi showed up, we evacuated to the warppad, (Which at the time was a / command), Moxxi did eventually find us. By himself, he jumped at us quickly and silently. And as soon as I saw him, I jumped to escape and warped to Tython with zero hesitation. Cause, was left behind. I was on Tython, panicking further about leaving my friend, frantically messaging him to see if he was okay. I didn't get replies, then next thing I know Moxxi and Cause by his side showed up once more on Tython. And staring me, a exiled Lord in the face. Moxxi explained to me that he was going to unexile us, that we were not going to talk to Jedi anymore and follow orders. We both complied, then continued on with our day as unexiled Sith. (Trust me, Cause had a lot to say with me after that.) Eventually Cause got Council, it was amazing to see what my friend was capable of now with a special rank with special rules. This was the first time in the server that I actually wanted something, however I was not going to get it for a long time.
Skipping forward a bit, I was advancing as a Darth of my caliber. For only being around for about a month, I was capable of beating most of my fellow duelists, even going on to impress others with my combat skill. While Cause was Council, he had a special trial for his Darth Rec. It was for me, to go to Tattoine (EE Home Planet at this time), Beat Arcann one on one, which was the best duelist in the EE, then survive on Planet while a army of 10 Skytroopers, EE knights and Council Members, hunted me down with no mercy for ten minutes before returning. The point of this trial, was to have me lose. Then receive the rec later after I grieve over the loss back to Cause. However, I passed. I was the only person to ever pass Cause's Darth-Rec trial which I still remember to this day. Later, I became a Darth.
Some time later, after being a Darth I decided to expand into IG. Or rather EG at the time. I did phenomenally, people liked me, I killed anyone that didn't follow the rules and commanded my fellow EG as a PVT and acted like a officer. I was promoted quickly again and again, until eventually I ended up as the second in command. However, soon the Council member ended up disappearing. And low and behold, the first time I had spoken to Moxxi in a very long time, I was called to the DC chambers. And there I was, heart thumping as I was in the DC chambers for the first time. I went in as a Darth, I came out as the Imperial General. Newly appointed Dark Council, leader of the Emperor's Guard. Here and again, I was demoted, promoted, demoted, promoted but always to the same rank. The reason was, back in the day, EG was the hardest Org to run. (Not surprising as it hasn't changed to this day). So the people who were put in charge after my demotions, just ended up getting replaced, killed or quit and I came right back up to power. However, I got tired of EG. And I aspired for something larger, the Emperor. This was the first time and the last time I would ever Overthrow just because I wanted power. I was found out quickly, thrown to the side, exiled then removed. Next thing I know, I was in the EE.
After losing my Overthrow, becoming a EE and having a new region to expand, I had learned quite a bit from my mistakes and failures. That I was good at one thing, combat. I killed again and again, defeating anybody and everybody that challenged me. And this wasn't me blowing up my bubble, or tooting my own horn. I actually did defeat everyone who challenged me in the EE, Jedi and Sith that decided to attack or duel me. Next thing you know, I was made into Vaylin. And now with extra health, a force-master saber and my own dueling skills, I continued to advance in my field. Raiding Tython and Korriban and gathering 140+ kills a day. I was immortal, invulnerable and I loved it. I was promoted to Thexan, then Arcann. After that, I was seen as the right hand man for many Emperors. However, one day I experienced my first Overthrow in person. Chaos on Tatooine, EE fighting among'st each other with the Sith flying in to cause chaos and kill even more EE and help the Ot'er. We lost, I was demoted to Vaylin. And low and behold Spectre appeared for the first time. He was a grand Emperor of the EE, actually rising numbers and making it prosperous. The problem was with Spectre, was that he was a puppet emperor for Moxxi. Who was Sith Emperor still, even after all this time.
Later, Spectre lost Emperor to Overseer. Some of you may recognize that name well, most of you will not. And that, was where I was promoted back to Arcann and became his best friend in the EE. Promised Emperor for the first time, I was betrayed for the first time in my entire history in the server. He decided to hand it back down to Spectre, despite promising me the rank. And the cycle continued, me being royal family, serving a Emperor, being promised the rank from time to time, denied once more.
At this point, it was the beginning of 3.0. For the first time people everywhere experienced Items and skill-levels. And people fought over who would get the maul-sabers first. Since they were the only obtainable double-bladed saber out there. At this point, I was still a god-like duelist, however without the mechanics of 2.0 by my back, my combat took a sizable hit. I was no longer immortal, I could be killed if I was not careful. Although, I eventually got my double-lightsaber and still dominated the battlefield. And to skip a bit forward, I was Arcann. Underneath a Emperor that some of you might know well. Tombstone. He was one of my closest friends, and we worked wonders in the EE together. Unfortunately, he devised a plan to get rid of himself as Emperor. But do it to where somebody he didn't like got it. It was where I overthrow'd, killed him while he was 'AFK' in a corner. Then I got Emperor. I lasted as a day as Valk, before I felt extremely bad for what I had done. I went to Cause and Crack, my two best friends in the server at that time. I appealed to them as we played a game together, exposing what I had done and why I did it to truly defend myself and to not feel bad about what I did. I was banned for 5 days out of protocol, and Gravestone was permanently banned. It broke my heart, I despised what I had done.
